The World is Rotten, So Do The Life

It has been too long since the last time I did my last post. A lot has happened since then and Ive learnt a lot from the past several months especially from mistakes I did.

It is now clear after I have got myself into the real world of industries. I was working as part-time Graphic Designer at Shah Alam. It was way too far from the way I was imagined when I was  a student. From my own perspective, I've got myself all the way to my own conclusion that being adult is not the same when you were at the state you were studying, but its exactly the same when you are at the WAR ZONE.

THINGS ABOUT THE WARZONE

Things got pretty messed up since I was too used to the environtment of studying which we can call it as 'Confort Zone'. You dont need to consider about any risk from what you have done. I was really in a state of precaution at the beginning of the day I entered my college. But since the environtment has gotten me too long, I was slowly become lazier and more pasive.

When you study, you are civillians. BUT, when you work especially full-time and being independant, you are a soldier at the war zone. In that state, you need to always be prepared and be aware of what might come.

I was too careless from considering what pressure might come and didnt try to expect what I need to be prepared for. At the end, I was end up doing same mistakes all over again. I've caused many troubles especially invovlving other people.

So, whats the lesson?- BE PREPARED before you get yourself into warzone.

CONSIQUENCES OF BEING UNPREPARED

This is where I see the major problem of mine. I was too busy looking up on life (earthly) and forgot the REAL purpose of why I was born into the world.

I was lack in following the tarbiyyah....

I was lack in managing my tasks.....

I was lack in cooperating with others....

From what I have stated above, the root cause is that I was far away from rememberring HIM.

But what I have learned from what Ive been through is.... No matter how bad we have fallen, unless there is time, we still have opportunity to get up back. There is no better falls than the fall that we learn and make use of it.

I hope soon I can recover my performance and Iman in order to grasp HIS blessings, Insya-Allah...